Holding back...

Why am i holding back my feelings for her...
Is it my past thats keep haunting me...
Is it I am scared of what they call DEJA VUU...
I'm really baffled...
This question has been really bothering me...
I wish I could find the real reason...
I'm really desperate to know why...
I know, I shall regret if I did not make my first step now...
But, haiz...
Im really...
Haiz..I also dont know...
I really want to erase the past...
and start anew...
Stand up high, dare to new quest...